i can't stand this blacky situation..........

blaming

blaming

blaming

stop it.

everyone is wrong.

fullstop.

this is an accident.

rough one.

solve it slowly.

6pm ..

oppas

melt the gals

heart slowly

talk sensitively

cause hottest is loving

they are too caring

hottest are lovely

ya.i'm not one of them.

i'm just your ordinary fan

feel free to consider me as what.

i'm talking as a human.

hmph..

if this is the END of 2pm..

i'll support all of you from back.

jay-please come back and talk

this is WORST.

6pm is in DANGER.

only you can solve this jay come back please...

........................................................................

the scream that anybody can't hear..

I'M SCREAMING LIKE HELL

BUT NOBODY COULD LISTEN

I'M CRYING LIKE DUMB

BUT NOBODY COULD NOTICE

I'M HAVING SO MUCH PAIN AS MY HEART IS GOING TO EXPLODE

BUT NOBODY COULD FEEL

AS IT'S BLEEDING SO HARD

LISTEN THIS!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HOTTEST

WHAT?

MAKE 2PM IMAGE WORST

POST EVERY SINGLE 2PM HATING IMAGES TO PUBLIC

WHAT IS THIS GIRLS?

I'M BEGGING YOU

.....................

YOU LOVE 2PM

AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF

YOU ARE 2PM HOTTEST

NOW?

YOU ARE POSTING 2PM BAD IMAGES

OMOOO

IS THIS THE END OF 2PM?

NOW WHAT'S MORE?

FIGHT FOR JAY IS COMPULSORY

BUT MAKE 2PM IMAGES GONE WORST BY POSTING BAD IMAGES OF 2PM

I DON'T THINK SO!!!!!

PLEASE STOP.

if i can write this with blood...

Getting tired while waiting… (U know?)
Gotten tired while waiting and~
U Know, do you know how I feel?
Gotten tired while waiting~
Do you still remember me? (Oh~ no)
Even if a day goes by, I'll still remember you
Even if a month goes by, I still won't let you go
Can you understand my desires for you? (oh~no)
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting,( yeah~)
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face

Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)
I am holding back just in case you come back, (oh yeah~ )
I am still waiting (oh yea~)
Even if a month goes by, I'll still remember you.
Even if a year goes by, I still won't let you go
Can you understand my desires for you? (oh~no)
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face
Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)

Why is it so hard
and everything's so complicated in my head.
I was waiting and waiting
and yet no answers from you
I didn't cry because of you
and you didn't leave because of me
So why is it so hard, why is it so hard?

I will wait for a year
or even a decade if I have to.
Oh~ I I I I I I I I will wait and it's fine if tire myself out.
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face
Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)

dedicated to jay park-2pm

i'll wait you until i can't breath....

tears and jay are made up for hottest.

sometimes..i feel tht HOTTEST are made to cry for JAY

i cried a lot.

coz of him.

infact people are aiming ang2 and taec oppa for NO reason.

pain.

the pain tht hottest feel is really HARSH

have you break up with somebody?

it's twice or more as painful as tht.

TEARS

last nite..

i read about jay and read jyp letter..

do you know how many tears are going to be born?

it's just bitter.

nor coffee nor soap.

it's from the heart.

it really count when jay leave..

who am i going to talk like this?

just a pathetic girl

missing a man tht she never talks to

never met to

the man call jay

never no her

nevere ever meet her

but why?

is she missing jay?

infact she is at malaysia.

REASONS.

I don't care if people say tht i'm insane

crying because of someone who doesn't recognize me

ya..JAY never know me

but ...

tht's what's fan for

to love 2pm together

to cry for jay-leadja

together...

to accept the news together

tears..is very common with hottest

why?

coz their cry when jay leave 2pm

cry and cry

people tht's the only things we can do right.

hellah people....

i really miss jay.

idk how many tears i'm spending

let's us hope for 2pm's bright side.

let's us cry to heel the pain

may time heel us

with ang ang laughing funny attitude

with taecyeon FUNKY STYLE:))

WITH JUNSU SEXY VOICE

WITH KHUN'S WINK

WITH JUNHO BRIGHT SMILE:)

WITH CHANSUNG HOT STYLE.....

MAY 2PM THEMSELF HEEL HOTTEST PAIN

:)

i want my jay back-i'm a PROUD FAN

We are revealing these details through this message now because if we had lied and gave false information, we would have lost any trust that we held with the fans. To 2PM and all the people who waited for Park Jaebeom’s return, we apologize deeply and are sorry to have to reveal this sad news to everyone. The company and the remaining 6 members will prepare even harder and greet you with a better image. Thank you

credits:korea precious-nazyrah sanbae:)*kumawo.

HOTTEST DYING SLOWLY WITHOUT JAY

NOW

ARE YOU SATISFIED

REPORTING ABOUT JAY..

JAYBEOMI

...SARANGHAEYO..

HOW CAN YOU SAID THT..

DO YOU WANT A KICK...

I WANT MY JAY BACK

SATISFIED LOOKING AT HOTTEST CRYING

DAY AND NITE

TIRED OF WAITING OF JAY

THE PINK OLDY LEADJA

YOU HAVE GONE SAINT OR WHAT?

NOW NOW WHAT???

BLAMING ANG ANG AND TAEC...

YOU ARE REALLY MEAN

I WANT MY JAY BACK

I WANT JAY PARK

I HATE YOU

TILL DEATH

HOTTEST HATE JAY HATERS

HATE THEM

FEEL LIKE KILLING

i'm.

okay let be serious
i'm not smart.
i'm lame with numbers
i want to be a straight A'S stud*amin..
okay..most of my bestie is at boarding school /mrsm
now dayah is one of them
anyeonghikaysayo
you'r leaving huh.
again
i'm lonely
so lonely
who is going to teach me maths

after syuhada tuisiman

dayah panda bear is leaving us to smksains semerlang etc*idk?

uh..

me?

i'm not going anywhere duhh'

aigoo~

so dayah..huhu

the same cake on the day syud's leaving

....

i'll miss you

so much

i know i gonna feel like smthg missing

it's the laugh

the smile

and the things tht i gonna miss is you...

oh my..

how can't i..*tears

huhu

farhana be my bestie..T.T

urmm

credits for pics:dayah panda bear herself

missing you deeply

going there this wed

but i already start to miss your laugh giggles and blush baby face

DAYAH AWAK COMEL

I MISS YOU

HUHUHU

TAK TAHAN NANTI BALIK SINI TAU:(

SBP..

let's pretend it is a beach~

so...khun let's start my day can we.........oppa?haha.why beach?i was dreaming tht matsushita stadium is a BEACH tht i meet KHUN there..haha.so..esha said anis kuat berangan ahhah-this is it.so....read it wexx..no khun above only here!

it was HOT yesterday

HOT HOT HOT

uh..

let's start the journey of smks7's sport day:)

okay..

so tht morning fa call-anis nak gi sesame?oh of coz i agree lol.id have any transport uhh-.-

so we went to the stadium with cab/taxi with alia and amy

so hanguslah duit aku hari tuh..ish ish

okay..i's hard to find even a patient on a fine cool morning

so i just have meet two patient*ceyh ceyh

both girl*alah:(

one is a junior tht had difficulties to breath

one is a junior *again with red scratches knees

oh..there's nothing to apply

hahah memang ta rugi i forget how to 'wrap' patient with broken bones:)

so...

HOTBURN

so it was so HOOOOOOT

urgh we have to sit under the HARSH SUN

looking for patient-i'm a red cross gal

preparing the medicines and water

oh my

i'm black...ouch!

it's sunburn~

pathetically ...i forget to apply lotion on the skin...

oh..now it's hurt

dry

....

okay...i met two cute junior tht were also red crossing with me:)*haha

so..airina and najihah

so cute..they are talktive and i like how they thaught me to laugh like a granny

haha

so

RED win

haha

i'm proud so ?

butt of!

okay

i'm heart broken

so i'm watching this!!

no mood !

oh my i loss khun's photo when he's on this hang bok *spelling?

someone GREAT stole it this monday afternoon

i have said a lot of bad words to add my sin

it's worth

even a juniour mad at me

i don't know if the sunbae's are like tht..

sorry.

i'm maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

oh my

i cried for an hour

and this morning i almost cry in front of asmida ...

huhuhu

why why why?

........

...

okay..and i lost my HYUN JUNG key chain

omg

may GOD 'bless' tht person heavily

my mom is really mad too coz i lost the calculator fot he forth time

idc about tht duhhh'

but i'm having a lot pain because of this

this evening it's worst

i feel lke vomiting and my head is in pain

idk

i want my things back...

honey moon year for form 4?

korea precious:kamsahamnida*bow

FORM 4 IS A HONEY MOON YEAR.

budak mana habaq lagu tuh mai nak gigit!!!

amboii...honeymoon kepala lutot.

cikgu gak yang btol-form 4 is not for honey moon

urghhh honey moon?

i even don't have any namja except for khun

my imaginary boyfie~

hahah

stop with the scandal because i'm going to blush thinking of khun:))

hihik

love drunk :)

so,i'm sign in ing for twitter

last nite i watch the 8tv late nite bla bla show

and i saw

mrskhunnie_2pm

what!

who is she

i want to know her

i want to chat with her about khun

lagipon she likes minho:)

aww

so many similarities:)*ngeeeeee

okay my teeth are dirty

uhh..prosperity burger did tht

and not to foget nasik kerabu kelantan tht make me cry

okay ta mauuuu pi skola~~~~

aigoo

add maths bhaiii sok

nta la tuition ngun cik ni'ma ingat agi ka tak

hmm

nickhun da ajar aku caner nak hafal oral

and tadaaaa.

da hafal

*ngeee again

opss sorry tertunjuk gigi lak

okay lah

bla luh nak chow gi twitter~

tweeet tweet:)))

for 2am we have gwon for shinee with have key!

oral test

oppa can you help me for my oral test?

urhhhh..i haven't memorise all the words

aigooo

just busy with formspring

hahah

busy day dreaming lah

gtg

sleepy

huarghhh

zzzzz

COOL STUFF TO SHARE :)

*eheem eheeem:)

oppa can you see my new hair:)

isn't yeppo enough to melt you :)

you are very lucky to have a girl fwen like me

no need to pay for the saloon bills

i can cut my hair by myself

see..isn't yeppoo?

STOP DREAMING ANIS:)

okay..fine

i can't upload my new hair pictures because of several reasons

first idk how to upload pics from the camera cause my bro did tht for me.

secondly,i can't ask him to upload my new hair pic because he says:no tudung no upload

NAHHH~pedas bhaii--.-

i think i'm a veryyyyyyyyyyyyy weird girl

why?

have you found a girl that cut her hair by herself with a small scissors which have been created to cut primary school's level paper...*but it's still a useful purple scissors

actually i've been craving to have frinch since i watch an announcer of tv3 with her china doll hair

aigoo-very CUTE

so..

after the pbsm meeting which i've been excited to attend but theres no make up~

i CUT my hair in one SNAP but i still need touch up

it's an armature work okay:)

and it's look hihi

hoho

alhamdulillah okay to me

but my mom says:weird~

but for me yepo enough to be call as khun's GF

*hottest i'm sorry if you are mad with my writing

please understand that every hottest has their hottest man in 2pm tht they want to date~

start to love rain more and more?

it going to be short:rain is my second hubby after khun

mianhamnida syaira

and-TOP BIG BANG GOING TO BE MY third obsession:)

:) :) i like tht rawr face :D

but don't worry khun and 2pm

all of u are on my TOP list:)

where it is?

i read the older entries of my blog:)

it was FRESH WRITEN BY ME

but my blog entries nowadays are really..hurmmm...

idk

not as best as yesterday..*puji diri sendiri blog ta leh komen:)

where can i get the best idea?

where where where?

ahahah?

myself.

so, pbsm class ada make up class for drama

maybe maybe lah kan we're going to Pahang to compete

aigoo

sampai skang satu balutan pon HARAM ta tau nak wat*ish ish

gilalah

da la sebelom i write trash things etc

nak bla:)

hot hot hot

at my formspring they asked:what is ur fav part at khun:)
i answered lips:)
hahah*pervert

so so so

what am i going to talk huh?

okay it's 4:13 am ...it's so HOT right now

my sister decided to sleep on the floor because she can't sleep on the bed comfortably~there are a lot of pillows on our bed..and sometimes i'm feeling like drowning in my own bed*aigoo

i asked my dad to buy the air conditioner years ago

but..hmph....*no comment

but if i'm feeling sooooo HOT

i would take a bath

and drink water

i'm thinking to do it now as i'm feeling soooo HOT~

xxxxxx

khun:)

I WISH SO:)

View all Shah Alam events on Eventful

korean hot spot:O

OPSSS WRONG PICTURE:)

okay..i was blank when the teacher says oral test.

what?what topic?

firstly-korean foods-i gave up

secondly-gifts

bla bla bla bla

and then aha:korean hot spot aka my dream vacation places:)*ngee

korea!!!

searching for spots hihi

adios~

i need my own lappy!!

oh..seriously..i need my own laptop and cell phone!

yesterday was awful.

he ordered me to stop DOWNLOADING THINGS FROM THIS FAMILY LAPTOP~

uh...

but i think he's right...

the virus at 4 shared is really awful.:(

money money money

i'm just a moneyless high school student -jobless

where can i work-like my dad let me out!

urghhh...

i think i'm rushly going o work at KUMON

i want to earn my own money

i want the small lappy

the cute samsung corby

but the fact is i only have maybe 3o ringgit or less in my

haha i'm checking my formspring:)

idk what khun's fav colour.hihi

i'm his gf not his obsess fan*hahah i'm:)

wow.

khun.are you amazed too?

i met a gal from argentina @formspring!

omooo*

i'm amazed...:)

so much

ergh

i can't find video for ep4

actually i've found it but i thought i'm watching ep 3

urgh..

nasiib xD

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