blank...

listening to shinee's song the name tht i loved for many times
i love tht song
it's about rejecting the person you love and then....
you just know tht you love him/her....
i loved tht song so much
it knows how to touch your heart
and..i'm feeling like crying
idk
but it's empty
there no one here
but i'm feeling the paint
and ....it's like someone whispering tht i still miss someone
but i don't know....
is it HIM
is it.....
i don't have anyone
i've forget him..
but when i'm all alone
when it's cold
when it's paint
when it's empty
when it's HARSH
i'm LONELY
i don't know
this is totally not something i want to write
but TAKE IT AWAY...
i don't need anybody to understand this
just enough i'm writing
just enough i'm thinking
just enough i'm crying
all alone is better
it's painful but
no one here
i'm all alone
WHY?
i don't know
maybe i'm nut
but it's blank
watching FULL HOUSE
making me ....
i'm weird ...
i've forgotten the taste..
how to feel when you are in love
i never feel it....
or maybe i've...humph blank totally
this trash writing is LONG
but it's empty...
i just..huh..
missing NOBODY
but i'm feeling the pain
all alone without knowing who??
who am i missing
uh....
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anyainonghikayseyo~